some things never change.
sorry dearest friends!!
havent been updating.. really very busy lah. all the assignments and stuffs...
guess KL and China post will have to wait till after my NTU camp. yah, i'm gonna stay in NTU for a week for the pre-u camp. i really dont know why i'm going. the only thing i look forward is to interview Eric Khoo, that's all. =D
really thankful to elaine, my dear understanding project group mate. honestly i have yet to put in my 100% effort in the radio assignment and i'm really sorry about that!! i'm still a very hardworking person~~and i do projects one! dont worry! haha. =D
as the title for this entry goes: some things never change
I really liked this phrase from the book "the outsiders"
though every time people always say: aiyah, as time goes by, everything changes.
yes, things do changes, but somethings... never change.
been almost two years after that lifetime memorable day, and today unexpectedly, experienced the setting of that day again. this time round was more of relax though compared to the other time, but the nervousness was still there.
i mean i never ever dream that the scenario will happen again. haha.
i was damn nervous. and feel so paiseh. dunno why.
luckily asked my sis and yc to come along.. if not i think i'll
DIE ALONE there. hahaahah.
i really hated silence, cannot tahan silence lah when 6 people sit in a room and look at each other. you'll feel some kind of tension.. it's just so weird.
(*and yea, thanks lots darwis for rushing down=D)
memories of that day came flushing back.. it was my
very first interview as a student correspondent.. and it's like a one-to-one sit down and talk interview kind.. i have never done this before!!! but then of course it was two-to-one, cuz yc was with me. hahaha.
you wont know the kind of feelings i was experiencing at that point... it's difficult for me to describe too.. it's either screw up my life as a student correspondent or build more courage to move on.
i was really thankful to meet such a sincere and nice interviewee regardless of who he was at that time... and somehow what he said did inspired me a lil.
it's reporter's job to make ur interviewee feel relax, but for that interview, it was the other way round. there goes for my inexperience-ness. =D
and ever since then, upon the mention of his name, only good comments about him come out from my mouth.
i guess first impression really counts a lot.
well, that was a long story of my secondary school life.. one which made my sec sch life so special and memorable.
so that's why i'm still very supportive of this guy. =D
picture me as a crazy fan who wanna get close to her idol if you want.
and i will never ever misuse my authority to get close to some one. (well, if it's like VANNESS, maybe i'll consider! but i bet he wont give a damn about me. haha)
but the truth is, i'm not. whatever people out there think i dont give a damn.
my philosophy is that if you're sincere and nice to me, i'll be the same to you.and if i really wanna help you and i agreed to, i'll give in my very best regardless of what.but of cuz i can sense if you're really genuine or not. =P
after two years, though he didnt really appear much, but just so happen if he appears for public events, i'll somehow be there also. eh, i dont stalk people. i dont have so much time! haha. that's what i guess is fate bah. i still do support him. and sometimes i feel sad for him. it's like such a pity lah. hai. but this is life.
life is reality and there is no turning back. one a decision is made, there shouldnt be any regrets, u just have to go ahead. that's what he said once, and this sentence remained in my mind till now. it's really a motivation for you to give keep continuing to go on the path that you chose.
some things never change.just like my support will always be there!and that's me, someone who will go all the way to support somebody whom i think deserve it and is worth of. =)all the best, JW :)
