今天心情还OK... 我学会了对自己不要太刻薄...---
today was my off day supposedly, but i went back to complete my URTO article and most importantly to get my interim assessment report back and also a discussion with my supervisor. it was like the most nervous day ever since i started IAP (okay, minus the very first day i reported to work lah..hahaha)
if u're interested to know how i fared, let me tell u the truth...
i dont think i did well lah. HAHA. so dont ask me for my marks :) but anyway, it gives me more motivation to strive harder and get better results for my final assessment!
i understand how Heather felt when she got hers back. i share the same feelings with her too. okay lah, it wasn't that bad seriously. hahahaha. just that i had super high expectations of myself lah. and that's one thing i learnt today.. i shouldn't be so mean to myself. nobody is perfect in this world, and sad to say i'm not the nobody! HAHAH okay if you get my joke. muahahaha. i just know that i've always take pride in my work, give in my fullest and always do my very best. 只要对的起自己就够了!! and 我非常对的起自己!!!!!! =D 我会继续努力的!!
my colleague told me that marks are just numbers, dont need to bother so much. yeah that's definitely true lah.. but sigh! school looks at the marks leh! =( and i just realised that the scoring system is very unfair? image those people who got very strict supervisors? HENG AH my supervisor has been very nice to me :D or what if the company actually doesnt have anything for them to do but they mark them down?? Perhaps school should just IAP to a pass or fail module! [BUT then, i'm still striving towards my AD! =D ]
i told my supervisor i'm happy to get attached here. yes. workload gets crazy at times and my hours are super irregular, but at least i learn. i learn a lot, i get plenty of exposure..compared to some of my schoolmates who does nothing at their attachment places, i am ever so glad. i survived my 2 months here! HURRAY! and i'll continue to survive my next 3 months. then after that, i can proudly leave the hill. :D
有时候会觉得你付出了那么多但是没有受到认同...人生就是这样的啦...算了..只要对的起自己就好了...我相信老天是有眼的! 大家加油啊～---
又有一个我认识的进superband! :D
i saw simon today at mediacorp... at first i wasn't sure that was simon.. i saw some superband people waiting for cab downstairs so i was thinking there must be some rehearsals or shoot for superband ppl today.. i kept a look out when i was at the reception to see if mark was around.. but then i spotted this super handsome guy.. HAHAHA. at first sight i was thinking ehh this guy looks damn familiar leh.. then it struck upon me that he may be simon.. (WELL, HE IS!) but i didnt say HI lah.. cause i wasn't too sure it's him and i'm wondering why the hell would simon be here unless he's in superband... but i didnt see his name in superband! i reached office and excitedly exclaimed i saw a shuai ge at reception just now. muahahah. went to check superband website...and to my surprise...THAT GUY IS REALLY SIMON LAH! cause he didnt use 'simon' in superband.. tt's why i didnt realise.. and i didnt scrutinize closely at all the superband photos that time also.. worst thing is.. simon is in 樱 (this band which i tot was really cool and they are quite popular and received pretty good feedback) and i didnt realised!!!!! (despite that i keep seeing the advertisements on TV).. 真的是cock eye.
well anyway simon is one of the guys i interviewed before.. he was one of the founders of this music school called
music garage.. and the cool thing is.. he used to be my sis's jamming mate! woolala~ eh.he's really good looking. i cant stress enough on that. HAHA. but 好看当然没有什么用啦..重点是simon也是很talented的咯！
this was a photo taken last year when we visited music garage :)
simon is the one in white. (yes. the guy lah of course!) okay, he's supposedly my senior too.. heh heh.. FSV in NP.. but then due to some reasons (which is NP fault!! BOO) he didnt get his diploma lah.. 世界很小啊～～
i think many 小妹妹s will love simon and his band lor! from my guts feel. hahaha. i predict they will make it to at least top 8! ( btw,小龙是以前superband1 Jade的小龙..!! hmmmm~)
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我的同事今天很可爱! =D
qingning out of the blue took out this mini sunflower from her bag... she went for the new drama press conf and they gave to her.. then she secretly took out this so called mirror (which is actually a postcard that reflects -.-'') she hid inside her table calendar and stuck the sunflower onto her head..
and then.. tada! a picture with my bigger fake sunflower which i stuck in on my table.. used for URTO sunshine theme that time.. then lazy to bring home..没有想到这样也能为我们带来乐趣！哈哈哈哈
sunflower with its owner.. plus fangda on the left! you see the difference of the big sunflower and the mini sunflower!! (EH!i look quite nice right! MUAHAHAA)
swap owner... HAHAHA my big sunflower looks a lil too big for qingning. HOHO. heh heh, but i still look nice with the small sunflower right! :D
tada! this is the photographer who helped us took the photos above! he was forced by me to take this photo. aiyah YH~ i know deep inside ur heart u wanted to take it right! HAHA. 但还不够阳光leh! muahahahah
loving my colleagues~ :D
oh.. and last thing i wanna post today before i go write my interim report (BOOOO!)...
my econ mini-mart! HAHAHA.
okay.. this is my drawer in office. as you can see for urself.. it's filled up with FOOOOD. :D i need food to keep my brain working. especially chocolates...! let see what i've got here..
hello panda.. which left 5 lil packets i think..
vitasoy.. super long already still havent drink!
instant noodles.. which comes in handy on a raining day or when i'm lazy to go get lunch..
milo!! my ever favourite drink..
carrot juice.. when i'm feeling a need to be healthy..
sugar.. for coffee and tea..
utensils.. no need explain lah hor..
chocolate.. my secret weapon to keep me high and churn out articles..
coffee.. this is my latest addition. haha. supervisor gave it to me and there's also supposedly for jiaxi but YH took it away. HAHAHAHA. my supervisor very cute lor.. she was giving it to me that day.. then got one extra.. so she passed it to me and say.. oh this one you give it to the jiaxi lor. i was like -.-''?!? super funny. but too bad YH took it away.. if not i really pass it to jiaxi and see what's his reactions like. HAHA. perhaps supervisor thinks he's not working hard enough so ask him drink more coffee to keep himself awake and practice more?? okay, that's just my own personal guess.. hahahahaha. Oh and there's a picture i'm super proud of. shall post it next time! :)
tata!
