interesting day.
happy yet a lil being annoyed day.
sometimes i just can't understand why people are just so irritating and like to misinterpret others' words. so damn annoyed. but i know i'm at work.. i can't show much displeasure though i'm already filled with annoyance in my heart. then to think of it, i shouldn't waste my youth and time to be annoyed with these brainless people.
why spend 60 secs being angry when you can have 60 secs of happiness instead? :D
i'm happy for many reasons. hahaha.
firstly.
I HAVE FINALLY COMPLETED ALL MY URTO ARTICLES!! i finished the last one today. and it's like PHEW~ finally over liao!! anyway, today marks the one month anniversary when a whole lot of burden is being cleared off my shoulders. hahahaha. :)
secondly. the last chengxi's article was finally published. (okay lah.. actually it was being published ytd liao.. hahaha.) i'm very proud of my that series of articles k! haaa. i spent quite some effort in it, plus somemore it was really an assignment i enjoyed a lot. considering it was a very last minute and a lil impromptu interview, i'm quite pleased with my performance. HA!
thirdly. qingning just called and told me excitedly that iweekly took one of the quotes from my article headline. WOOO. i dont care if maybe paige said the same things to other reporters, but the fact that i rephrased the sentence and what they wrote is exactly the same word for word, so i just take it as they took from xin.sg. LALALA. :D
fourthly. tagged along qingning for nat ho's food assignment to be the photographer. wah. nat ho is one interesting person seriously. nice person to talk to and very good-natured. he'd left me a very good impression ever since the first interview i did with him. first impression really matters. anyway, i was understudying qingning today and wah, she's really damn zai. pei fu her. she can just strike off a chat and just go on and on... it's really like more of a chitchat session than an interview. which is what a supposedly an interview should be like.
i actually dont like to conduct very formal interviews. like you know you sit in front of the interviewee then start asking questions off a list and everything is like very restricted kind. and the worst thing will be ur interviewee is those kind of super boring one and doesn't talk much. wah i tell you i will sit in my chair and pray that i can disappear right at the moment.
on the contrast, chitchats over food are more interesting and i feel that there's more things to talk about and it's not so constrained. more relaxed and the interviewee is more comfortable and more himself/herself. but i think this also depends on the character of the interviewee also lah. like how much he/she wanna share.
nat is one person that is quite pleasant and easy to talk to and he's willing to share. one cute thing is we all communicated in english despite that we're partly doing it for xin.sg... cause nat is more comfortable speaking english. but okay lah. we're effectively bilingual! HAHAHA. no lah. just thought it's really quite funny at first cause a bit not used to it. anyway i think the chitchat session was great.. everything turns to be well. good job qingning and nat! i am very excited to show u all some photos, BUT it's all in my office computer.. and i dont think i can show it b4 the article is published. i see how bah..
anticipate the article, people! cause after you read it, i think u'll see nat ho in a different light. i have faith in my colleague that she will write the article damn well. muahahaha. :D
honestly speaking, if let say today i'm the one alone going out on this kind of assignment, i think i may die. ha! though i'm quite noisy and talkative, but sometimes when it comes to meeting new people and talking to them over lunch.. i think i won't be able to do it. i'm quite humji. HAHAHA. and i wont feel comfortable lo. but then again, if i'm being thrown into this kind of situation, i die die will find a way out and make things work. hahaa. that's the very cool part about me! woooo. but actually it is also very much dependable on the other person. it it's the correct person then i can really talk about anything under the sun. if not, i die. haaaa.
i really believed in 'clique' or 'dont clique'... there's people i meet that i really can't clique with them at all, but there's also come that it's very easy clique with them even though it's the first time we met. luckily so far all my interviewees still okay.
and then there are some people who just gives out an aurora like hinting me to stay away from them. !!!
wah super tired liao.blog more tmr about today! tmr off day! WOOO :D
malacca here i come!
overseas. overseas. overseas.
WOO! malaysia also considered overseas okay! :D
malacca here i come!!!
i hope everything goes well as planned!
finally all of us decided on a destination and a date!
though not gonna take airplane liao cause we all are very busy people with tight schedule, BUT we're still going on a trip tgt. muahahaha.
when excitement comes, efficiency comes.
i like my this statement. HAHAHA :D
i'm even checking out hotel prices during lunch break hour in office. you can tell how excited i really am.
cause it's really time to take a break, have an awesome time with great company and RELAX and EAT like crazieeeeee!! oh, and take many many photos! hahaha!
我是超兴奋的!! :D
smiled at 12:05:00 am
一首歌..很多回忆...
音乐可以带来很多回忆...
有时候听到某首歌曲，一些回忆会不经意的涌上心头...
那首歌可能回忆起某种心情...那首歌可能回忆起一件事情...
那首歌可能回忆起一个人...那首歌可能回忆起一段感情...
以上3个可能我在我身上发生啦！哈哈哈。
对啦，就只有最后一个没有...okay..是还没有。哈！
昨天去听monsters唱歌...（终于满档了！哈哈！）
very last minute actually..cause uncle ly msged us at like 3plus.. but all of decided to go down :D
其实有很多首他们唱的歌都让我找回很多回忆...
特别将一首歌..《Kiss Goodbye》吧..
哇噻..这首歌真的是让找回非常多的回忆...
我想起了当时ambs interview的时候..其中一个问题就是唱歌！and then..我敢敢的去唱了这首歌...哈哈哈...
然后,这首歌也让我想起刚刚进mass comm时那种慌张跟害怕的感觉...因为这首歌出来的时候，刚好是刚进poly的时候...然后每一次搭巴士去学校都会听这首歌..那时的感觉是..哇！能听到华语歌的感觉很棒..就当时很奇怪的感觉啦...
还有，这首歌是当时moodinn的customers常点的，uncle yeo也常唱的..所以让我想起了moodinn的人... 想起了木船..想起了很多事...
最后当然让我想起了URTO! 哈哈哈哈... 想起了gavriil演唱这首歌的时候（是还蛮好听的lor!)..想起了佳熹模仿gavriill唱这首歌...
好多好多的回忆哦...都在一首歌内能找回来... :)
smiled at 11:18:00 pm
gary chaw's concert.
i was looking super forward to it actually.
but i guess 期望越大、失望就越大...
it was gary chaw's first concert after he was awarded the best male singer.. so i thought it would be a super shiok and damn high concert... however.............
well, it wasn't really disappointing lah..
just that i felt it wasn't really that good..
maybe gary chaw don't feel high enough. the fans weren't that high in the first place though.
so it's not really his fault..cause he said before, if the fans are high, he'll be high.
songs, vocals, lightnings, props, dancers, special effects were awesome.. but i felt that it's just lack of the something. i think it's the atmosphere. the atmosphere weren't like high enough..
and gary didnt wear boxers to sing though he'd said he would to iweekly and xin.sg. that's another disappointment! HA!
i think if yang zong wei was invited onstage to sing, it may lift up the atmosphere by a little bit. He was here, BUT just to watch. well...if he was the special guest, i think it would have been much more better lah!
cannot blame the audience for not being so high also.. cause like 30% of the tickets were complimentary one. you get what i mean if you get it. ha ha ha. and another sad thing also, the seats weren't filled up lor. i thought after he won the best male singer, it would be a full-house show. luckily there were quite a number of complimentary tickets.. if not seats empty empty i bet the singer sing also not very happy. hahahahaha. they should give out more complimentary tickets when they know it won't be a full house. at least the venue won't be so 不好看 with so many empty seats. give more complimentary tickets lah, at least got people come see better than no people come see lor. 真的不知道有些人是什么想的. even though it may be a complimentary ticket, but the complimentary tix may serve as something important lor. it may make the people fall in love with the singer after the concert and he/she will start supporting the singer and the friends around will be influenced also. or in exchange, it may be a wonderful concert review done which brings positive publicity.
我真的觉得我应该去当PR. HAHAHAAH.
still like ahmei's and jay chou's concert the best. oh! and not forgtting mayday! :D
gary's concert ratings: 3.5/5
（the 0.5 additional is cause he can really sing. power sia! )
smiled at 2:40:00 am
很想回到当时半焦虑但又没有什么烦恼的时光...
很怀念 当时我们无里头的谈话...
很怀念 当时我们的单纯（okay. 那时候应该是比现在单纯一点。哈哈哈）
一转眼 三年就快过去了...
时间好快啊！
我们会不会为升大学的事 又在一起苦恼呢？
朋友们..好像真的好久不见了。
smiled at 12:14:00 am
《赤壁》is worth watching!
quite a nice show overall except for some parts that's really like........i'm scratching my head why they are so'one-man-show'. hahaha. okay if you havent see you wont know what i'm saying..
wars are scary lor. so many blood shed. lucky i'm not born in that era!! anyway, those fighting scenes were really well filmed. the angle and everything all super nice sia! and it's not a boring show.. the fighting scenes are engaging and there are small surprises along the way. and there are some funny parts in the show too.
and.. takeshi is really good. i'm impressed by his acting. wooo! tony leung still okok lor.. lin zhi ling not really good as compared to zhao wei whom i personally thought did quite well.. but since it's her debut movie.. i think she did quite okay le lah.. her 眼神拿捏的不错.. the rest of those main casts that i dont really know their names were good too!
after i watched this movie, i realised people at that era is smart lor! esp that zhu ge liang. super damn damn intelligent! the movie makes me see history in a different light. i shall go read 三国志 during holidays!
ratings: 4 out of 5 stars!
oh! and lin zhi ling is a really real beauty! really the prefect woman in the world lo! i saw her in person for few seconds hahaha. and before the screening starts, saw mediacorp artistes also.
WENDY! I saw both your beloved elvin ng and kang cheng xi. hahahahaha. too bad when u're back in town i'm no longer attached to mediacorp.. if not if i got passes i'll bring u along! HAHA! anw, the actors were like animals (pardon me for using this word.. but it's the most suitable liao) in an enclosure for people to view and take photos. hahaha. but they popular sia..there're so many people crowding around waiting to take photos with them... wanted to go and disturb chengxi act as fan requesting for photo though..cause 难得he was quite well-dressed up today..HAHAHAHA.. but in the end never cause firstly yc say better hurry go chop seats first and secondly cause he's too popular and people are waiting to take photos with him! now i abit regret sia. 因为这种机会应该不会再有了lor. hahaha. but it's okay! 还好不是周杰伦！ 不然我遗憾终生！hahaha!
k now need go write log liao. LAST LOG! WOOOOOOOO. :D
smiled at 1:10:00 am
i really dunno. =
i'm in a dilemma right now...
手心是肉、手背也是肉...
what should i do?!?!?
sometimes going into a new environment isn't a bad thing afterall. u get to learn more things and meet more people this way. but then again, stepping out of your comfort zone isn't an easy thing and leaving ur friends behind hurts too much.
i don't know. i really dont know. :(
why must i make a choice? or perhaps i should choose neither?
sigh. someone give me advice pls. :(
smiled at 12:44:00 am
今天去机场拍F.I.R...
我好想出国啊！！！！
很喜欢在机场的感觉..
不知怎么整个人会轻松很多、而且心情会变得很愉快！
oh, btw i met aik tiao there too! just happened that the event was managed by the company he's attached too. haha. what a coincidence!
我要出国leh...不管。
今年一定要和我那群可爱的好友一起出国！
waiting for ahhua and ahda to come back from taiwan so we can plan our trip! WOO :D
对啦..看到这么多惊叹号,表示现在本小姐的心情很不错！哈哈哈
我也不知道为什么...就还蛮high的..虽然说现在已经是2点多了..
by right i should be sleeping cause i need to report to work at 10am later!
but 没有那种要睡觉的feel leh..
anyway, 今天和radio的人一起去吃午餐..
radio的人是可爱的咯！他们让我觉得他们radio那边很好玩...很close-knitted
it's not that 我这边不好啦..因为我的direct colleagues是super funny and nice and cute (okay.. wadever positive vocab u can think of all fits them lah. hahahahhaah.)
他们那边就是每个人都是很funny、很bubbly的咯
也很nice~ 而且还敢开老板的玩笑and老板一点都不生气咯！他们的老板真的是有够可爱！哈哈～
and we proved that 他的车是power的咯！尽然可以载7个人！！
too tired liao... go sleep le!
smiled at 1:51:00 am
randomness
12.29am.
08/07/08
其实三年前的今年也是一个特别的日子。哈哈:D
我看我有太多个特别的日子要记了啦！ :)
一个人在房间了 望着电脑荧幕 手指不停地在键盘上忙碌地动着...
偶尔咬一口subway的cookie.. 听着萧敬腾的CD.....
这种感觉很棒。
很喜欢深夜的宁静...
寂静的夜晚似乎有着一种能让心情也平静下来的特别力量..
白天的喧哗、紧蹦的心情 都被黑夜赶走了
一个人静下来 开始想了很多东西...
想过去、想明天、想未来。
我是一个还蛮喜欢“怀旧”的人..
我会去特意记得一些特别的日子、我常常会想以前的事情...
讲得不好听，我是一个活在过去的人...
讲得好听一点，我不会喜新厌旧..
但有时候又会想说 想这么多有什么用？
想过去？ 都是过去了，还想什么？
想未来？ 想了又怎样？想了好像只会给自己带来更多压力..
人啊～就是矛盾啦！
smiled at 12:26:00 am
when care bear meets tailung....
when Care Bear meets Tai Lung....
they can still be friends! :)
okay. tt's random! anyway, care bear and tai lung both have a totally different character, but what i'm trying to say is that.. people with different or even opposite character can click well too :)
well, i got tai lung from MACS happy meal yesterday. i didn't know tai lung is an evil character! honest! i didnt watch kungfu panda lah. just tot that it's quite cute lor.. at least better looking than a snake.
i will buy happy meal for two reasons. first will be cause i'm really damn happy at the moment OR i'm upset and needs something to cheer me up. secondly will cause the toy will always be kept as a memory for that day's happening or for me to remember something.
yesterday was indeed a good day. 不可思议的事发生了..我看我最近说的很话都很灵、会实现！所以还是不谁随便说话好 :)
qinging brought this carebear to work today..
it's called the good luck bear.
i didnt know that each color presents different meaning! yes, i'm super slow. cause in my world there's only winnie the pooh bear. k lah, though last in sec school, got many ppl keep saying i look like a care bear. muahahaha. must be the face same like care bear lor. round round one!
they say i'm like pink and purple carebear. i didn't know that colors do represent something until qn told me today. hahaha. i went to wiki.. and pink is cheer bear and purple is share bear.
heh heh. seems like i felt a good impression in ppl's mind hor. muahahaha.
carebears are cute. :)
shall blog more about it when i have the time.
right now i'm so dead tired and just wanna sleep! tata!
smiled at 3:54:00 am
khakis trip!
我们一定要一起出国啊～！
(uncle loy is missing in action!)
不在照片里面的朋友～也欢迎参加～
but 我们要不要你跟着来，是另外一回事！
哈哈哈 :D
seems like our trip will be really taking place! WOOO :D
loudie是开心的~ :D
smiled at 11:45:00 pm
just feel like sharing some funny photos. muahahaha.
introducing my beloved sister..
that's me on the computer screen.
well. call myself lucky to have such a sister??
HAHAHAHA.
that was taken when she was in taiwan. she misses me too much, i know. muahahaha.
ah taiwan!!! freda and flora must be enjoying in taiwan now lor. i bet they are at some night markets happily eating and shopping! ohman.. 4 weeks before at this time i'm shopping for shoes at shilin. 1 month 就这么快过去了！
i wanna go back to taiwan.. SOON!
wendy tagged me to post 20 random things about myself. but i very lazy to think now. muahahaa. so i shall post it up some days when my brain feels like functioning. :D
shall do some cleaning up of desktop then go sleeeeeeep. haiyah. felt so not accomplished these two days.off days and i supposedly wanted to do all the transcript for the interviews i had done.. which is like 8 of them! muahaha. BUT. i only managed to complete two articles. =( but then again, it's my off days!! i should be relaxing and slacking right. woohooo. me and my excuses. hahaha. 30 more days and i'll bid goodbye to the hill. dunno to be happy or sad! just wanna finish all the articles i have on hand asap. tt's why gonna sleep early and go to work super early tmr.
talk about sleeping.. i've been dreaming quite a lot these two days. maybe cause it's my off days tt's why i get quality sleep and my brain decided run wild. they are really weird dreams seriously. hahaha. but happy dreams lah :D i'm not gonna share cause..... it's really weird. MUAHAHA.
okay! sleeping and dreaming time! :)
bye folks!
smiled at 10:26:00 pm
an old photo.
heh heh heh.. i finally managed to dig out this photo... :D
it was never shown before okay!
but after such a long post ytd, i felt i shld post this photo up to complete that post：）
taken on 1st july 2005.
i know i looked aunty at that time!
everyone changed so much lah!!
and yes. that's jones in the middle. heh heh.
he looks different now trust me.
alright. then this was taken on 12th Apr 2008 during CCHMS bazzar.
see the great changes?? :D
okay. one thing that didnt change.. is the height difference! I'm forever one head shorter than jones. HAHAHA.
3 years ah. 3 years. seems like everyone 都老了! hahaha. 3 years ago we all looked so young, so innocent and so sweet. HAHAHA. 3 years later..... okay well, i leave it to you guys to comment.
if there's a chance, i shall go take a photo with him again 3 years later. MUAHAHA.
wah. then by then i'll already be over 20 years ago..and my dear senior would have already stepped into his thirties! HAHAHAHA.
ending this post with my favourite photo! :D
and this was taken last year when i did a fathers' day DIY presents story on him. 难得Jones少了一脸的严肃！ hahahaa. :D
smiled at 10:24:00 pm
7月1日。
没有什么特别的吧？
就青年节咯.. 还有什么？
也许对你来说，7月1日就象其他的天一样平凡...
不过对我来说，7月1日在2005年后就变得是不平凡的一天了...
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2005年。7月1日。上午11时。
中正总校－集合广场
第一眼看到他迎面走来。
当时第一个反应是..怎么差那么多啊？
坦白说,心里有一些些失望..哈哈哈..
我记得当时我还狠狠的加上一句：他很normal lor.
2005年。7月1日。中午12时。
中正总校－礼堂外
我愣住了。
这把声音太有震撼性、感染力和感动度。
我记得那一刻（很不好意思），我不自觉的尖叫。
我立刻收回我早前放的狠话。
他不normal,他是special的。
2005年。7月1日。下午1时。
中正总校－听湖轩
紧张。很紧张。
害怕。很害怕。
兴奋？可以说有一点点啦。
为了这一刻，我可是彻夜难眠。
做了那么多准备，就只求一切能顺利成功。
他不normal,他是special的,还很special的那一种。
我敬佩他。
我欣赏他。
他－就是我常挂在嘴边的
JONES 学长（前艺名石康军）
3年了。
想一想，日子也过的太快了吧！
那时我还在为O水准挣扎！
但一转眼，不知不觉我快要从理工学院毕业了..
3年里，发生了很多事。
突然觉得缘分是个很奥妙的东西。
可以说是巧合、可以说是因为缘分。
都会在一些音乐有关的活动上碰面。
三年前更不曾想过会保持联系。
3年后，我还是很执着。
我还是很喜欢他的音乐、我还是很挺他。
你说我是固执也好、说我活在自己的世界、说我不接受事实也好。
我都不会去介意。
因为当时的那一份感动、当时的真诚诚恳、当时的一切一切...只有我自己能体会了解。
外人是不会明白的。
虽然现在的Jones已不是发片歌手了...但他仍然在往自己热爱的领域发展。
他开了音乐学校，散播对音乐的热忱，传授自己所知道的，分享自己的经验。
其实知道他解约的那一刻，心里默默的难过了一下。
有实力的人，怎么会有这么不公平的待遇呢？
那些唱歌没有很好的人，为什么又能在乐坛打转那么多年呢？
但这个世界本来就是不公平。
至少他已实现了自己的梦想，至少他尝试过了，至少他没有对不起自己。
“在我的字典里，没有后悔这两个字。路是你自己选择的，不管是好是坏，还是要走下去！”
这句话，我一辈子都记得。你可以说这种话什么人都可以讲得出啊，没什么特别值得让你这么惊叹的吧！
不过对于一个当时只有16岁的小女生，这句话的含义很深。她从来没有听过一个人在她面前认真的说这句话，因为这句话，她开始仔细地想她的人生，要是遇到一些不顺心的事，她就会用这句话来鼓励自己。文字真的很奇妙。
下次有空时在PO照片...三年前拍的！
smiled at 3:55:00 am
