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Monday, 27 October 2008
happy.

i'm a happy girl. :)
went down to listen to MONsters sing today with freda,flora and ly.
after dunno how many months, finally the 8 of us gotta sit down together for a supper.
it's been so long since i meet everyone. we used see each other almost every week.
but it doesn't really matter if we see each other everyday, every week or be it once a year. what matters most is, i know i'll never lose these friends cause they are always there for me and i'll be always be there for them <3

i need to do my PR asg now and drop box it. be back later. :)

smiled at 2:29:00 am

Tuesday, 21 October 2008
from being ill to ambassadors.

i dont know how i managed to survive 8 hours of school today.
feeling super sick and my contact lens had problems..but well, i survived. :)

the strong and mighty me is finally down with flu, slight fever and terrible headache! must be the lack of rest that causes sick bugs to attack me. baaaah. you bugs, go away!

the weekends have been WONDERFUL and AWESOME. YLA 4 was a blast. but partly cause of YLA, i fall ill. i slept total of 10hours in 3 nights. HAHA.

But for YLA, it's worth it. :) YLA actually means Youth Leader Academy and it's this camp we have for secondary school leaders. It's my first YLA (and sadly, the last one) though it's running for the fourth time this year. The kids are sooooo nice! and some of them are so cute! hahaha.

I have to kinda admit that i didn't really bond closely with the campers due to the bulk of admin stuffs to be settled, but one thing i'm really happy with was, i bonded with my ambs. Being away for attachment for half a year, i didn't have the chance to really talk to them and i don't even know the year ones well!

It just felt so good to sit tgt and talk randomly, knowing each of them better and i got to know group 4 people even better as i'm 'assigned' to the group now. :)

We're having tribe time at OurSpace and we're in a room discussing about cheers. I stepped down and let my juniors stepped up as I want to give them the opportunities to display their leadership skills. So i was just sitting at a corner.. and suddenly.. i felt sad. My emotions kinda shocked me too cause i didn't expect that to be coming. I realised that i'll miss ambs very much when i graduate next year. I don't know why, but this feeling just dawn upon me so suddenly. After SL Camp and YLA 4, the bond is becoming stronger and i hope it continues to stay that way :)

and group 4 aka vikings has really awesome people whom i feel so proud of:
Ambassadors are truly loved by me. :)
but friends, you're not forgotten too!

smiled at 11:37:00 pm

Thursday, 16 October 2008
zhenhuan is gonna act soon!

i'm at national library now supposedly to be doing research for my masina project.
BUT.. i'm so excited and i NEED to blog right now!

ZHENHUAN IS GONNA ACT IN A UPCOMING DRAMA! i read from paul chan's blog.

i'm super excited and at the same time i feel super happy for him.

ZOMG. blog more when i reach home.

back to do my masina research. baaa.

smiled at 7:21:00 pm

生命是一场尽力的演出...

my dear freda asked me for nice photos of myself and group photos cause she's too free in office and decided to do a nice card for me!!

so i was looking through all the photos taken since i joined ARK and started my poly life. that was almost 2.5 years ago. and i saw this very memorable one:

It reads: Life is like a show that one has put in his best. (it's kinda direct translation but well it's something along the lines lah :D)

i always feel that there are two meanings behind this little meaningful poster. first is its original meaning, and the hidden one is actually 'giving in all your best when you're performing and treat it(seriously) like your life.' :)

so many memories flooded back all at one short. i still do miss the place, honestly speaking. i still do miss working there and i still do miss the people whom i've not meet after we left the place. I'm just so glad for the rest of us that our friendship continued.. :) really love you people!

smiled at 12:39:00 am

Tuesday, 14 October 2008
school. reflections.

school started.
honestly, i'm not in the mood yet.
i can't believe.. holidays are OVER!
didn't fulfil my wish of nua-ing at home for an entire week.
but well.. my holidays were fulfilling and fun lah :)

kinda excited for school, yet kinda dont want school to start.
it's gonna be my last semester in ngee ann.. it's VERY SAD.
i'll miss a lot people and i'll miss the place.
i spent half of the year MIA-ing due to attachment and i didn't have the time to know my fellow juniors from ambs well.. thank goodness there's RC5 and OH09. i'm so looking forward to them despite the fact that i know i'll have a super busy and crazy semester on top of these events.

SL camp made me realised, i really need to socialise. SOCIALISE AH, HUI MEI!
perhaps it's the tiredness, it must the tiredness.. i felt that i could have socialise more and get to know my SLs better.
i will do that during tribe meetings, i promise to myself.
call me an introvert. i actually am one. ssssshh.

that's kinda of random but i just felt like doing some self reflection. hahah.

i realised, after my attachment ended, i'm just very sian of meeting new people, be super uber nice and socialise. for the past 5 months, i've been doing that almost everyday until i feel so 'plastic' lah. but no worries, i'm still a genuine person! just that.. kinda sick of being so hyped up and act friendly to people whom i know are damn PR-ish and 'fake'. but i know, that's how life is. so just gotta deal with it. baaaaah.

IAP - i haven't got the time to blog about it (cause it's aloooot of things to blog about!) but there's this short sentence coming from the bottom of my heart:
i miss my IAP days, a lot.

human beings are weird, seriously. when i'm having IAP, i miss my school days. when IAP is over, i miss my IAP days.
well, it shows that i'm still a human being! wahahahha!

smiled at 12:01:00 am

Thursday, 9 October 2008
sleep

ironic.
i'm supposed to be super tired (well, i am actually) and should go sleeeeep.
BUT i'm like damn high now.
i don't know why!

SL Camp was AWESOME! like totally~
2 days of camp..well, 3 days for me.. i discovered many things about myself actually. must do some self-reflection soon. haahaa.

vikings will rock redcamp 5!!!!! :D

i should count sheeps and try to sleep now. like NOW! i need a power sleep cause i've so much things to do! ARHGGGH!

smiled at 11:37:00 pm

Wednesday, 8 October 2008
a sms.

i didn't know an sms can make me smile in my sleep :)

thanks. i really just need to know that you're doing fine.

:) :) :) :) :)

smiled at 3:20:00 am

Monday, 6 October 2008
i turned 19. :)

happy belated birthday to myself! :)
i turned 19 happily.

THANK YOU
my dearest family
my beloved friends
and
my dearest mooncake people
for the wishes/celebrations!

i had a wonderful birthday this year. well, i spent half of the day sleeping (SHIOK!!) and also keying in CCA points in the first few hours of my bday. hahaha.
but nevertheless, it's been a great year for me and i had a great birthday.
thanks all. you all are so loved. :)

smiled at 2:34:00 am

Thursday, 2 October 2008
busying.

i'm back!!!!! :D

F1's over. woo. it's really tiring, worst than mooncake.. but.. i survived! :D
luckily it's only 3 days.. if not i would have drop dead.

if you are interested to know why i didn't blog for so many days, here's it :D :
for the 3 days, reached hotel at 10.30am, reached home at around 2am.
only had few pathetic hours of sleep each day. basically i didnt have a good sleep until today. (i slept for 18 hours. wooo!) sunday night reached home at 3.30am and next morning got workshop in school at 10am. reached home at 5+pm and lie dead on my bed straight away.

supposed to meet my mooncake buddies cause aunty ivan is out from camp, but i overslept..and in the end they came over to my house's mac's cause i know they die die also wanna see me. wahahhaahah. and we chatted till around 4am!!

and the next day was workshop again. what a busy life i have right. seems like 我是注定过劳碌命的！after workshop, it was amb meeting and then to meet my mooncake buddies again.

This time round went to K with peilin, aunty ivan and joelle. SHIOK. very long never go K already. K my ahteng's songs until i shuang. wahahaha. oh.. and i saw clement tsang. he's K-ing just a few rooms down from me. world is small ah! was in my spects so i didn't go say hi in case i malu myself if he don't recognise me. hahaha. Ahhh. suddenly memories of URTO flooded back man... and somehow, i do misses those days.

will blog about everything that i'm supposed to blog soooon. i got all photos ready in my lappy. Woo. :D

smiled at 1:13:00 am