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Tuesday, 30 June 2009
sorry.sorry.sorry.

i've been repeating these words over 100 times tonight, i swear!
it's definitely the first time that i've been saying "sorry" profusely. (and half of the time, i didn't mean it. HAHAHA!) but what to do, people just loveeee listening to this word.

but it's a learning process, and i did learn things within the few hours. :)

i am really thankful for joanne. she's damn nice, seriously! one of the nicest security liao. i bet if it's some OTHER people right, won't even bother one lor. haha.

i really think i'm quite suay leh. so many shitty things happened today at my sector. baaaaah. but i guessed i managed to handle them all quite well bah. *gives myself a pat*

saturday was exxxxxxciting! i will blog about it real sooooon! :)

need to sleep now!

and i really can't understand how can ppl be so so so unfriendly and doesnt reply to msges. like seriously, do i bite? type a few words and you'll die? ahhhh! the world needs more friendly people!

smiled at 2:19:00 am

Saturday, 27 June 2009
rainbow after the rain.

the long awaited day is finally here! :)
CCHMS 1000people dinner! WOOHOO.
i'm excited!

but it's gonna be a very busy & tiring day today. =/
in few hours time i've got NDP training (i need to do sector briefing somemore! AHHH! ) then need to rush down to SIS for AYG preview..and after that need to rush to suntec for the dinner! woooots man! busy for once, after sooo long!

i guess things do turn better after all the shit finish falling down. or maybe it's really how positive one wanna be when shit happens. i tried, i couldn't be that positive (for once! i'm serious. never in my 19 + years of life so far have i ever felt so so so down!). but seems like everything is gonna be okay now, and it's turning out not bad now.. so yay, after the rain, you'll see rainbow. :) i kinda believe in this!

i really believe in law of attraction. trust me people, it works! well, at least on me! :)

even if it's only one freaking word reply (which i seriously don't like chatting with these kind of people), but it's enough to make my day and let me feel not that demoralised. it really kinda had an effect on me, though i only say say.. but.. :) then again, it's gonna be end of story soon! heh!

okay, i'm dead tired i need to go nag for awhile now, and wake up at about 5am to complete my briefing slides! AHHHH.

once again, thank U! :)

smiled at 12:22:00 am

Thursday, 25 June 2009
why?

why is my life suddenly so EXCITING .
why everything clashes. why are there sudden changes.
I SWEAR H1N1 IS MY ENEMY.

what am i suppose to do?
tell me what should i do now. really.
i feel so lost. so stressed up. i need to talk to somebody, but then again, no one will understand.
maybe it was a wrong decision from the start. maybe it's time for me to let go.

should i follow my heart or mind?

smiled at 6:53:00 pm

Wednesday, 24 June 2009
PATIENCE

For the past few days.. i've learn & really understood this word.
P A T I E N C E (:

It's okay. I've try not to limit my patience already. hahahahahaha.
anyway, it's gonna be game over soon liao. so.. yeah.. i'll be patient! thanks for teaching me that.

anyway, the weekend that just passed was eggciting!Met up with loads of people and that made me a happy girl (:

friday was Video Games Live Concert. OMG. MARTIN LEUNG IS AWESOME! i remembered watching his youtube video when i was back in secondary school.. and I gotta see him play LIVE. WOOTS! honestly, the concert was 75% like a normal orchestra concert (it was NUS orchestra this time round!)..what made it worth it price and stands out from the normal musical concert is that firstly - MARTIN LEUNG!, secondly - there's like a host, thirdly - there are interactions with audience in btw the concert, lastly & most importantly... they have the video games running LIVE on screen while the music is being played! (okay lor, the producers' have really great minds to think of these ideas!)

work was well... EXCITING. almost.

anw after work, some of the gcos went to supper at cineleisure xinwang cafe. and we saw diya there! jiawen didnt believe that was diya. he kept saying it's diya's sister. hahahaahah. gosh, i tell you.. you go xinwang right.. you MUST eat their payaya soup nooodles. it's totally HEAVEN! :)


the tauhuay gang wanted to eat tauhauy..but to our disappointment, NO MORE TAUHAUY LIAO! haha i think my reaction was damn big (cause my fist bang on the table. HAHAAH!) paiseh lah, hungry woman is angry woman! haha. they didn't have enough seats to fit 14 of us together, so we gotta seperate tables. sad man! i think it's the rare times that we can hit 14 people going for supper together! haha.

the supposedly tauhuay gang. (:

alrightly, my eyes are telling me they wanna see black colour now! sat & sun excitement blog tmr! PATIENCE man! HAHHAHA.

smiled at 12:41:00 am

Tuesday, 23 June 2009
yooohooo.

i OT until 1am yesterday!
FOR ONCE, i never step out of office zhun zhun at 6.00pm. HAHAHA.

tt's why you see i didn't update my blog.. heh.
and i've only 2 more mins left before i need to go file things again =/

ok i've actually loads to blog! wait for tonight!

I AM BRAVE! :D woooo!

smiled at 1:53:00 pm

Monday, 22 June 2009
byebye SSC!

weekend was way exciting! :) that includes friday night. HEH.

okay i dont have much time to blog now..cause lunch time will be over in 10mins time and i've got serious business to do - that is to handover whatever i'm doing to the neeeeew guy.

WOOHOOO! yes, they hired a new perm staff! all i can say to him is: GOODLUCK :)

my officially last day will be on 30th Jun! but hehheh, who knows, i might fall sick all the way till tues after YLC. *grins*

will blog more tonight! :)

smiled at 1:48:00 pm

Friday, 19 June 2009
banana.

just a super quick post cause i need to blackout liao. haha.

went for ambs tnb dinner just now.. and i realised.. it's really time for me to let go..
just let it go..let it go..let it go.. :) but it's hard.

actually i'm kinda high now thanks to brandon's banana. i have no choice but to eat it just now cause it's like rotting liao. (i dunno why, i'm like falling in love with bananas recently leh! HAHA.) my so cute junior has kept it for THREE days and it's supposed to be a bunch of bananas but only one was left cause he was too hungry and he ate them. I REALLY APPRECIATED THAT, BRANDON. it's okay, i'll be mimi the monkey. the cutest monkey in the universe. HAHAHA!

i'll post photos up tmr in office during my lunch time! :D

it's finally friday! :D it's gonna be a busy & exciting weekend! :)

counting down: last 5th day at work later! WOOOOHOOOOO! :D

smiled at 1:43:00 am

Wednesday, 17 June 2009
amazing discovery.

i got a shock in the midst of my boring working day.
amazing man.

guess what! the party shop that I've always patronise since sec school days for deco and parties (and perhaps even since primary school where i go get gifts for bdays) is actually the family business of a friend!

And it's like..there're so many party shops around bugis area and at concourse, but i die die will also wanna go to this one...

I think some of you will also know the shop quite well.. YEO GM Trading.
they used to have this super big shop at chinatown area.. just oppo the indian temple.. now it's back to the rochor one.

I'm amazed really. made my boring day exciting a little.
hahaha. world really got so small meh?

support support k! :)
http://www.yeogm.com.sg/

next time wanna buy party stuffs remember to patronise there! :)

smiled at 2:45:00 pm

Tuesday, 16 June 2009
it's time to say goodbye!

i'm finally leaving SSC! okay, i still dont know when is the exact date though! haha.
asap i hope!

please, guy-who-is-coming-for-interview-tomorrow, make sure you do well in your interview and that you can start work like say next week or better still, on friday! i will be very thankful to you for 'saving' my life.

i need to do what i really want to do; i need to do what really makes me happy. :)

i'm really that free at work that i keep updating this blog and keep fbing until my supervisor even commented on my status. honestly, i don't give a damn already. just let me go. seriously. why waste my time and waste tax payers' money?

but dark reminded me not to do anything stupid to make them sack me. agreed. i will still surf net as disecretly as i can. hahahah. thank you to elaine & dark for keeping me 'companied' on meebo today. hahahaaha.

ok, i'm looking forward to thursday night and friday night! :D bye, off to blog in chinese. lol.

smiled at 11:56:00 pm

:)

"Smile, cos' sometimes that's the only thing you can do."

I took this from chaihong's fb shoutout. *huimei likes this*

:) :) :)

smiled at 2:00:00 pm

Monday, 15 June 2009
it's been one year.

15 june 2008 - URTO finals.

it's been one year! time really whiz passed man! i remembered last year, around this time.. i'm heading back to office, feeling super relieved and glad that URTO was finally OVER! i did a jump shot along my way back. heh.

one year already..the contestants seem to be doing quite fine.. well i have totally no news of jianfeng & rachelle, but i think they should be fine..while i have the rest on fb..so at least i kinda know what's happening for them now. (: haha! and christalle is now an air-stewardess! she really got the seh to be one lah!

misses the days lots. though it was a bitter-sweet memory, but definitely a great experience. trust me, you wouldn't feel that it's so exciting having to go to the same place once every week and conduct 1 hour of interviews, brainstorm for fresh angles for interview and rush 3 related articles every week. it's really tiring, but i guessed all my hard work was worth it. i had given in my best and put all my heart and soul and dedicated so much personal time to it man. and in return, i gained very valuable and priceless things - the wonderful memory & also some friendship made.

the first guy in front is kinda like my official cameraman - uncle roger! he's very funny one sia! heh. this was after the semi-finals for the guys. louis managed to get into the finals and as you can tell, we're basically having fun and enjoying ourselves. lol. we're inspired by louis's indian dance performance. LOL.

and ta-da! louis fong. honestly, i didn't like him at the beginning. felt that he's pretty arrogant and anticsocial. but well, he's actually a very funny and sociable guy! and what i like about him is.. he totally understood that i'm just doing my job as a journalist, and it's not any personal attack or like i purposely wanna make them feel upset. thanks, louis! i really feel that it's such a pity he didnt get a contract! cause he's one good actor! :)

with 3 of the female contestants.. totally adores liangyi's character. :) she's a very very confident girl.. and she always never fail to gimme good answers. heh!

my favourite male contestants & interviewees! (zhenhuan wasn't in sight! he should have been inside this photo too!) thanks to them being so cooperative and entertaining, i had stories to write almost each week. HAHAHAA. i will never forget gavrill and his "i sing kiss goodbye, audience will all run".

alrighty, ending this post with the photo of me and my two *secret* helpers for URTO. :)

memories shall always stay! :) and all the best to yuanshuai & zhenhuan who successfully entered the showbiz!

smiled at 11:58:00 pm

friendly? unfriendly?

so a smile can actually determine whether you're a friendly person anot... i guess...

i've never see myself as an unfriendly person. (HAHAA. not like someone who is really very unfriendly lor!) and i've never thought that people might actually see me as unfriendly until yesterday!
just ignore this post.. i just feel like rambling. hahaha. cause i'm quite bothered by it. =/ i'm such a friendly person leh!

so the story goes like this..

yesterday when i left the ushers' room, edwin was holding the door cause he's like smoking outside lah.. so i smiled and said thank you. (i'm so polite i know! HAHAHA)..but what he said bothered me for quite sometime (i'm still wondering now..) he was saying: "how come you only smile when you leave, when you're inside you don't smile at all one? unfriendly leh." i said: "damn tired already leh. must be serious when working mah." edwin says: "but you doing customer service, must always smile smile smile mah." i said: "ya, precisely. just now i smiled until damn tired already what.." edwin says: "you smile more next time lah! everytime see you, you don't smile one leh."

hahahaha. so now i finally realised, that's how the security colleagues view me: unfriendly. LOL. cause i don't always smile to them. i admit that lah. cause they also don't smile to us one what! always damn serious and have a straight face one. why can't they be the one to smile first right. tsk tsk. somemore sometimes smile at people, people just dao me. but nevermind. i'm GCO, i shall be friendly! :D

just like that day.. i smiled at someone, and someone smiled back! hahaha. totally lighted up my life. heehhee.

OK! I WILL SMILE MORE NEXT TIME! :) and i make sure when i see edwin, i'll ALWAYS smile to him. HAHAHA.

i'll be ms smiley:) wong.
i'll keep smiling to unfriendly people until unfriendly people will smile to me first when they see me. HEHHEH.
*winks to yuchih.

but really, am i that unfriendly when i don't smile?
:)

smiled at 4:34:00 pm

Law of Attraction

Elaine showed me this when we're both meebo-ing during work (this is how free & bored we're at work! HAHA)

The Law of Attraction claims to have roots in Quantum Physics.[10] According to proponents of this law, thoughts have an energy which attracts whatever it is the person is thinking of.[2] In order to control this energy to one's advantage, proponents state that people must practice four things: [11]

1. Know exactly what you want.
2. Ask the universe for it.
3. Feel, behave and know as if the object of your desire is already yours (visualize).
4. Be open to receive it and let go of (the attachment to) the outcome.

Thinking of what one does not have, they say, manifests itself in not having, while if one abides by these principles, and avoids "negative" thoughts, the universe will manifest a person's desires.

Very interesting right! I've always thought that law of attraction has something to do with magnets and negative and position poles. LOL. Let me try this real soon and i'll tell you if this law is really accurate. LOL.
*winks to elaine* :D



smiled at 2:59:00 pm

post AVIVA fever.

so.. boonsak didnt win. =/
but you have to agree with me that he played a good match yesterday! his defense was damn awesome lah!

last day of AVIVA yesterday..shortest duration, but it's the most tiring day out of all the days. lucky me got my east side again! WOOO. the matches weren't as exciting as i thought they would be though. only boonsak's one was exciting! but i was tad disappointed that he lost. he could have won!! even the line judges were like on his side lor. it's so obvious. =/

i'm sitting in office now. bored as you can tell if not i won't be blogging. haha. misses AVIVA days man. though it's quite taxing. but i had fun & encountered alot of interesting patrons which some did make my day (well, no one can spoil my day!).

after work, met wendy at cityhall for dinner..and we went to thai express. (HAAAHAH. to show our support for boonsak!). we're hoping that boonsak would pop by there for dinner/supper. lol. i'm so gonna miss wendy when she's away in aussie. no more badminton and filming friend to chat for 2 years! =/

ok.. shall go for lunch now! be back later!

smiled at 1:45:00 pm

Saturday, 13 June 2009
and the champion will be....

I feel so weird today, cause didn't work for AVIVA OS today. Been working for 4 days straight, suddenly never go work like something is missing like that. haha. ohwell, something is really missing.. hahahaha.

anyway, today NDP's session was okok. honestly, i was damn lethargic in the morning cause firstly i just slept for 2 hours and secondly, i know i'm gonna miss my boonsak's match. =/ afternoon's reece at marina platform was much more fun and exciting! heh. we walked all the way to raffles place mrt.. took alot of photos along the way also... but all in victor's camera.. shall post up some nice ones (really have leh! got a few jump shots somemore! WOO!) when he uploads them onto fb. heh.

i am counting down the hours to report to work tomorrow. 12.5 hours left! HAHAAH. for once leh, i'm actually that super excited and can't wait to go for work... cause boonsak won his match today! WOOHOOOOO. i just knew it, he will make my last day of AVIVA exciting! hahahaha. praying hard tmr i'll still be at my east side! AND BOONSAK IS SO GONNA WIN! :)

aviva 3rd & 4th day was quite okay.. 4th day was super tiring though.. although the hours seems to be shorter as compared to the first 3 days, but i felt super worn out. kept walking here, walking there..climb up the stairs, climb down the stairs.. stop people from recording and using flash (seriously, didn't they notice that it's printed on the ticket!).. take break also dont dare to take too long..wanna watch match also don't dare to really focus on the match.. senior is really 难当啦.. and luckily, it's my last day as a senior liao.. (goodbye black jacket & walkie! ) i'll be more than happy to be back to being an usher tomorrow..cause can watch match peacefully! HAHAHA.

ending this post off with me & huiyu in jackets which is SUPER RARE and would most likely never happen anytime sooner.. so of cause must take photo :P it's been 16 hours of work, i still managed to force a smile sia (really is great training! hahaaa).. but you look at my eyes.. you know i'm already half-gone. HAHAHA,

quite seh right! heh! maybe i can consider to switch over to security side. heh heh heh. okkkay. i'm gonna have an early sleep to make up for the 2 hours sleep that i had last night..so that i'll be in full energy to watch and cheer secretly for boonsak tmr! WOOHOO!

and the champion will be.....

BOONSAK of course! :)

smiled at 9:33:00 pm

Thursday, 11 June 2009
AVIVA day 2

16hours of AVIVA today. and i'm still very awake! :)
tired legs but other than that, been quite an interesting and exciting day!

i seriously won't mind working for AVIVA badminton like for a week or two. it's actually a good time for the ushers to bond and the ushers to know the security people..cause you spend sooo many hours together!

ok first thing first.. so the singapore thai shuttler, triyachart, lost his match today. =/ it was just so close! we're saying that he's actually fat, not fit. it's damn evil i know, but who ask him take off his shirt! but dont see he like bigger size than other players right, his jumps are super high and his action are like.. WOOOO. i finally got to see him close up before i never get to see him again. HAHAHAHA. ohman, and he's only turning 20 this year! SO YOUNG! confirm is got potential and i see a bright future ahead of him! (but first thing, he should really go work out! HAHAHA)

other interesting matches today.. was lee chong wei and peter gades one. I didn't really get to watch lee chongwei's match thanks to a very subborn patron..really is stubborn and persistent to the max. but thanks to him too, he made the day exciting. HAHAHA.

i really rather work here and stand till my legs cannot take it than to sit in office and slack lah. at least i can interact with people and know more people... made two new security friends - jonathan and dark (what a cool nickname right)! They were nice people to talk to and they like have got so many things to share! partly is cause for once, i'm a senior usher. HAHA. really is very very very rare lor. cause not enough really season de seniors working. first time wear the cool jacket (it's definitely much more nicer and professional than our usual red vest! HAHA!) and with walkie somemore. wendy says we looked like some secret agent. HAHAHA. dunno why, when i wore the walkie, it reminds me of REDCamp & OpenHouse days... it's the same kind of walkie somemore lah..

ZzZz..i'm starting to blackout also too..kk. blog tmr night!

--
Thurs 11/06/2009 9.13AM
wooohooo! i'm currently in office and as you can tell, i'm kinda slacking now since i'm blogging. heh. 3rd day of AVIVA coming up.. and ponsana is playing two matches toady! ohoh, boonsak is this super good thai shuttler & quite cute looking too (wendy confirm agrees with me! HAHAHA).. waiting for 11.30am to come! wooo. can't wait to leave office. i don't even know why am i at work today seriously.. i have nothing to do lor. =/

continuing ytd's post..
i realised it's not easy being a senior usher.. oklah, if nothing happens, then it's not that bad lah.. jsut need to be on alert and pay attention to the walkie.. but if something happens, then good game! i learnt quite a lot these two days...certainly a good experience for me.. and i think it will come in very handy for NDP. :)

feeling very unhealthy these two days though.. cause didn't have time to jog (ok lah, this is not a reason, blame myself of being lazy. haha) and ate unhealthy food for the past two days. hokkien mee, salted fish fried rice, chao kuay tiao... thanks to ong who dabao-ed for us though..if not we'll have to live on cup noodles liao...which is also damn unhealthy. i almost ate soybean chao kway tiao cause dorothy's soy bean accidentally spilt onto my chao kauy tiao! hahaha. felt kinda gulity though cause i ate the last packet of fried rice for dinner and then leon came in but no more food left. feel really damn guilty lah.. though it's not that i ate his food.. think it's either order wrongly or someone ate more food. cause he worked like damn hard and kept helping us to co-ordinate our lunches and dinners..then in the end he's left with no food. so moral of the story, be the first few to eat. hahahaah.

i'm just blogging super randomly cause i've nothing to do and i can't really talk to my colleague cause she's busy on the phone settling her AYG volunteers. today must be a lucky day, cause first time i call to sign up for work.. after a few rings, call got thru liao. WOOTS. first time so fast sia. but it's for AYG opening ceremony lah.. i bet cause no one wants to work for that. hahahaah.

ok.. i really dunno what to blog about already. hahahaha. shall act busy for 1.5 hours then off i go for AVIVA! :D wooots.

smiled at 1:01:00 am

Tuesday, 9 June 2009
aviva day 1

AVIVA Day 1.
Tiring day, but exciting! :) stood for almost 9 hours!

There's this singapore player (thai national though), Chayut Triyachart, that i think is really AWESOME! his reflex is like damn good lah, and he's so swift! was very upset when they lost to germany for men doubles qualifiers just by one freaking point! ARGHH! but it's okay, he'll be playing mixed doubles tmr again! I hope he'll get through! he's simply amazing lah! :)

and OHYAY! lee chong wei is coming! WOOOOOHOOOOO! and he's playing tomorrow too! it's gonna be an exciting and actionpacked day tmr! but a very very long day too.. 7.30am all the way till 11pm plus bah =/ but heh. i'm so looking forward! :) gimme so excitment tomorrow! HAHAHA.

there's this security guy who's damn funny lah. he actually dozed off while on duty and i witnessed it man! HAHAHAH. and he said: "I sat down, close my eyes for a while, then imediately blackout for quite some time." damn hilarious. and it's so obvious from my view that he's falling asleep! tsk tsk tsk.

after work, went to eat my favourite rochor tao huay with yuchih and dorothy. tt's our dinner! haha.

my mummy told me just now that there's this very good thai shuttler (ok..main point is.. he's good looking. HAHHAAH.) that is coming for AVIVA this year also. i wonder issit the same guy wendy is talking about! shall check out tmr!

need to sleeeeep! long long long long long day tmr!

(hello. just a smile and you'll die ah! tsktsk. cat is like so much more entertaining! HAHAAHA.)

smiled at 11:39:00 pm

Monday, 8 June 2009
aviva

in 7 hours time, i'll be at SIS ready to watch badminton matches for a whole day! wooot.
finally, long awaited day is here! (ok, not really long awaited lah. hahaha) :)
dunno why so into sports nowadays. hahahaha.

on the other note, i feel kinda bad for taking leave from SSC for AVIVA.. but i know it would be worth it. HEH. At least i don't have to stare at the computer and sit in the office for one whole day! i rather doing ushering lah, seriously. I need to move around and i need to TALK. hahahaah.

chionged work like siao today cause i wont be around for 2.5 days. call me efficent! i finished all the work i'm supposed to do within 8.5 hours today, which normally people can take up till 1 week to complete. and i did make sure it's errors free! (haahah! i'm so proud of myself lahh!)

but sigh.. dont think i'm leaving so soon though i have the intentions to quit. they needed me (yea, hopefully they'll gimme more stuffs to do!) so i'll just have to endure until the new person comes..which i dunno it will be when. sigh.

ok, i is need to sleep now! long day tmr! but exciting! hehhehheh. :)

smiled at 11:12:00 pm

busy!

been a packed and busy weekend.
tired ah! i need to blog fast and then go have a good dream!

fri night was gathering with flora, uncle liangyu and meilian. had a good chat over dinner at shoduku. the place is quite nice leh! if you like jap food, can visit there some days. :)
really misses the times when we have supper together after work..all the chit-chattings and laughters.. jianhua's fishball noodles,chinatown dimsum, cine hongkong cafe..

it's good to hear that everyone is doing fine though some things had happened. looks like more changes are coming along the way, kinda excepted, cause at the end of the day, it's still our own life, and we make our own decisions that is best for ourselves. just hope that no matter what happen, we'll still get together and dinner once in a while! :)

sat was the very first ndp training with all the volunteers! i had no problem fitting in with the blue sector leaders (thank god!) and i'm actually glad that i'm in blue, cause i think it's easier for me to work with my current SOIC as he's eugenie's good friend! so if any thing happens, i can always go to genie mama. HAHAHA. :D i like my fellow leaders a lot too, all very friendly and nice and there are crazy ones..like to camwhore ones! (HAHAH, totally can be my best friends!) i am reaaaally looking forward to having a great time working with these people! :)

and then today.. went to k in the afternoon with flora and freda. almost 5 hours! SHIOK to the max! next next sunday will be k-ing with the SIS pple! looking forward too. wooo! :D

i just came back from toa payoh HDB and if you'd watched TV just now, you should know that there's a charity live show going on there just now :) went to help OVB do some filming... i really miss my journalist life and IAP days lah!

It was quite heartwarming to hear from yuanshuai that he still recognises me. I am really very proud of him, seriosuly. though we're not related at all or what. but having seen him gone through so much, i really feel super glad for him that his efforts had paid off. been almost one year since URTO ended, and he's been in the showbiz for quite some time already.. performing quite ok. honeslty, he's definitely not like super good or pro, but can tell he's trying very very hard lah.. so people, dont't be too harsh on him. i'm sure given his determination, he will do very well in the future! :)

i was kinda impressed by a few celebs today.. joshua ang! good PR skills, though he kinda blank out after sometime (but cannot blame cause he just performed wushu), but on the whole he's not bad lah. i do see a bright future for him too. (ah! and he's same age as me, and he's doing what he likes... goood lor!) michellle aka yidali was super hilarious. i like her cheerful and bubbly charaacter alot! didnt get to interview show, xiaozhu.. but well, i saw him real close up, and haahah nothing special lor.. he's just another pretty boy..tt's it! :D

okk. need to sleeeep now! woohoo, tuesday is coming SOON!

smiled at 12:41:00 am

Friday, 5 June 2009
DECIDED.

today was supposed to be a good day.. cause it's the day i've been anticipating since last sat. HAHAHA. not gonna tell you why :P

(ok, i think i'm such a brave girl.)

anyway, i've kinda decided that i'll end my unhappy days quite soon. i really wanna do something that I like and enjoy instead of torturing myself just for the sake the money. 钱是赚不完的啦.. so AIVIVA here i come! :) YLCs here i come! :) OVB here i come! :)

i'm thankful to SSC though, cause i started exercising after joining there. haha. kinda into sports now. woo. need to shake off my faaaaats.

think positive! i should bring a positive attitude to work and try to enjoy my last few days there!

5 more days. :) lalala. better dont let me be disappointed!

smiled at 1:01:00 am

Thursday, 4 June 2009
ambassadors09 are <3.

it's 1.34am now. supposedly to be asleep but i dont know why i feel so awake!
(ok before i continue, elaine is in green! damn! but nevermind. lucky her got rice as her leader! so coincidental!)

tonight was one of my best nights ever since i graduated. :)
the grad ambs 09 (plus mattie) met up for dinner! supposedly to be a farewell gathering for those who're enlisting this month, and it turned out to be a food trip. honestly, i was surprised by the turnout when i went to find them. i only expect to see like adam and kim there.. so i was looking out for two people standing near MS macs area and about to call kim and asked where they are.. but to my surprise (really, and it's awesome surprise) i saw a small group of people! in total, there were 11 of us! (eh, considered not bad le right!) i was really happy lah, really. and thank you guys for turning up! :)

to be very honest, i didn't expect daren to turn up.. & khurshed too.. & jon(the very misunderstood guy)! haha. i'm so glad to see you guys (esp daren! cause i seldom see you in ambs!). it's when everything is over, everything starts to get better. people always say, "the end is actually a new start". i totally agree! truthfully, i have never imagine going out with them when i first step into ambs or rather when i was in year 3. i treasured them alot as fellow ambassadors, but we don't really hang out much together during our ambs day (or rather not at all! haha!).. and this is definitely a good start now that we hang out together and we had so much fun, and everyone is comfortable with everyone. :) and in a way, YLC1 did help us to bond much more better and stronger. (WOOTS to YLCA! :D)

i guess cause the guys are going to army already..they wanna fully utilise whatever time they have left to meet up with people.. hahaha. and all the guys felt the same way, so they are so enthu. hahahah. (kim & i were the only girls! when supposedly ambs have more girls than guys!)

i got to know them a little bit better (well, after 3 years! late; but better than never!) i still remembered our TnB in year 1... i was with matt, clement and daren and the ppl from my class (and i'm kinda the only one left after year 1).. the guys were so nice to wait for the girls at sports complex for us to finish bathing (you know girls take a longer time!) then walk back to blk 53 together. ok, random memory..but yea. haha.

and i feel sorry for misunderstanding jon for 3 years! hahah. cause a lot of people told me that jon is a hard core clubber, jon is a drinker, jon this, jon that... (all those negative things apparently lah), but it's all NOT TRUE! apologies to jon the-poster-boy aka the-future-pilot! he's a good little boy actually. lol.

i didn't know raphael is very funny (cause he looks serious most of the time!) and shenglong is a pro at tasting durians. and.. adam & jon got their driving liscene already! and.. daren is super halirous too.

we had dinner at swensens at MS, then headed to liangseah st to have a super quick dessert (the one that nat ho brought ning and me there to taste the dessert!); and then to geylang to have DURIANS! :) i found my durians khakis - shenglong,jinhui and daren! the durians are like DAMN SHIOKKK lah. (later is really need to run at least 4km! =/)

had a great time with them totally. i'm really glad that we bonded even more after we graduated! cause i think now everyone is pretty much free.. but i really appreciated the effort they made to come down for this mini gathering. :)

thank you kenny(for suggesting the gathering too!), raphael, shenglong, adam k., matt, daren, jinhui, khurshed, jon & kim for making my day. i really <3 you guys lots, and we definitely should meet up again when the guys POP!

YLCA and NPAA starts from NOW! :)

loves. :)

smiled at 1:32:00 am

Wednesday, 3 June 2009
at work.

yoohoo! i'm currently typing this at my work desk. HAHAHA.
i dont really care already.. i'm like using fb,meebo,gmail,hotmail and now blogger! i realised if i come online right, i wont feel so sleepy easily. haha. i dozed off twice yesterday while i was at work lah. hahahaha.

ok. nothing much to blog actually. lol.
and hello to violet, sylvester, bel and addie! you guys are special lor, cause i replied to ur tag during my work time leh! (which is supposedly forbidden but i dont care already :D)

:)

smiled at 11:00:00 am

Tuesday, 2 June 2009
:D

HELLO BLUE SECTOR! :)

ok, so results are out and i'm in blue sector. (YAY! i just knew i'm fated with blue color!) but my sixth sense came true, i'm being separated from my awesome team trust mates. =/ almost all of them are in green! SIGH. but it's okay, i'll adapt and make more new friends. i know none of the leaders in my group though.. sylvester, jietong or chunyang also not in my leaders' list. ARGH! so i'm praying hard that elaine, nisha, bernice and miranda will be with me! heh! :) i'm really looking very forward to NDP :)

i finally bought a pair of running shoes today! WOOHOOO! :) went to queensway with chenyen, my colleague at SSC. she was damn nice lah, accompanied all the way to NUS to hand up my forms then we went to queensway after that.

after that, i went back to school. the feeling is dammmmn shiok. i really miss the campus life soooo much. had dinner at makan place with chengyao and yuchih. HAHAHAA. and i met guo laoshi! :) so happy to see him lah!

didn't had dinner with them for quite a long time, everyone is so busy with his/her own stuffs. had a nice dinner (food doesn't matter as long as company is goood) and i think they're very amazed by me. HAHAHA. seeing how excited and paiseh at the same time when i shared stuffs with them. shall meet them up for dinner again soon!

ok, i need to sleep! going to jog early in the morning with chenyen before work with my new gear! :D

nights. and i <3 NP lots!

smiled at 12:14:00 am

Monday, 1 June 2009
ndp training & aaron kwok

sat was a busy & tiring day, but i had lots of fun. :)
started the day at 8am, and ended at 1midnight. one weekend gone. but it's definitely a memorable one! :)

so morning till late noon, i was at NDP leaders' training. for the very first time, i met like other 70+ ushers who could be potential leaders. what really made me damn happy was that jietong, sylvester and chunyang were there also!! :) which means, there could be a chance that i would be able to work together with them again. i really made me very very happy. secondly, i realised, majority of the ushers are from NP! WOOOHOOO. makes me feel like home. :) and i heard that subsequent trainings will be held in my beloved campus. lalala.

we had games in the morning, followed by lunch, then it was something exciting - using dominos to construct a picture . it's the first time in my life dealing with real dominos. always see on tv programmes, but had never handons before.. i had a great time with my awesome group mates. :)
presenting our final masterpiece (our theme is race):

intially i was kinda sian before i went for the training cause i dont know anybody there! but my group people are like so friendly and easy to talk to (and must be because we have something in common - NP students!), and it just took us a awhile to warm up and it seems like we've known each other for so long! i met wenqi, who is also a SIS usher. so coincidental! :) world is small.

word for the day: TRUST.

as defined by maurice (what a special but weird name! hahaha):
Thoughtful
Respect one another
Understanding fellow ushers as well as the public
Sensitive towards each other
Taking initiative to do our best

that will be our own NDP ushers' team motto. lol

honestly, leader or not, it doesnt matter to me. i would rather work with this bunch of people (group 5 FTW!) and not be a leader. cause we'll definitely spilt up if we're all selected. results will be out in a few hours time.. so shall see how it goes. like i always say, whoever deserves it, shall get it :) [good luck lah, rice! you'll make a fun leader!]

i'm really looking forward to NDP trainings! just pray that whichever sector i'll end up in and the people whom i'll be working with will be like group 5's people. :)

(and yes, the training made me miss ambassadors life even more. i like big group activities.)

sadly, i didnt get to see the dominos fall cause i left earlier to go work for aaron kwok's concert!!
OMG! THE CONCERT WAS AWESOME! oklah, though 80% of the time i can't understand what he's singing cause it's in cantonese, but the 450degrees stage alone amazed me to the max! plus, he's so damn charming, can sing and can dance supberly well. it's a very very good concert, definitely worth paying to watch. and i realised right, he's one of the very few artistes whom don't need any LCD lyrics screen on the stage. he totally had NONE! (memory very good sia). can sing and dance at the same time and didnt even wear a harness and he's like a spiderman on the 450degrees revolving stage.. I TOTALLY SLATUES HIM TO THE MAX. :) (go youtube find video, i'm sure you'll be awed like crazy)

coincidentally, suxian (my hill's ex-colleauge) was at the block which i was doing plan A. had a nice little chat with her :) glad to know that she's doing well now.. i always feel that it's a pity she decided to take a break from the journalist's life. things happen for a reason bah. nice senior pengloy allowed us to choose our own gate. i dont know why, i just walked to that gate. :) ohwell, but if i was at the other end, it'll be another story totally. heh heh. fated de lah.

i feel so motivated to learn a cantonese song after yesterday's concert! heh. shall go find now! :) and then sleeeep. sigh. back to another boring working day. =/

nights! :) (and good luck to all the potential leaders! :) )

smiled at 12:01:00 am