it's all my fault.
for once, i think i really made a big mistake.
but what's done cannot be undone already.
and it's no use saying "if i didnt do that..", "if" is no longer in use.
hope there is still some space for salvage.
i am really sorry for all the troubles cause because of this.
it taught me a great lesson: always think ahead and see the bigger picture.
i never ever expected it to turn out this way.
and i
must really
thank the key person for making all this happen. THANKS ALOT.
thanks for all the troubles u've caused me, all the explanations that i got to do, and all the time i spent worrying and blaming myself. REALLY THANKS ALOT.
and another bigger lesson learnt: never trust people's words. NEVER.
at least i lost my trust for you now. completely.
everything seems to point back at me. it's my fault. YES.
everything is my fault. happy?
damn the world universe. why are human beings so nosy. why cant they just care about their own life? WHY?!