HAAAAPPPPYYYY DAY!
cause i went back to school today!
it was ambs' RD interview today..went back for the whole day to interview people. sigh. i'm forever stuck at interviewing people! hahahaa. but that's not really a bad thing right. :D anw, i met quite a few interesting and fun-loving people. and.. there's this pair of twins who are so cheerful and bubbly! seems like i'm getting to know twins quite often now huh, after my encounter with my dearest ninja SLs - rasmus and rastus. i've always thought it's cool and fun to have a twin brother or sister. i wanted one, but well..... but i'm happy to have my sister lah.
it's so good to be back in school.. meeting up with people whom i haven't seen for so long! i seriously miss these people man! all my ambs and amelahhh! it's so good eating school's food too. i wanna go back to school lah! not that i dislike work lah... but just i miss campus life.. rushing for classes, slacking in atrium, seeing people i know all around the school... 3 more months to go man! and NP, i'll be back!
on a sadder tone, work hasnt been very smooth for me this week. i was really disappointed with myself for sunday's event. now come to think of it, i still feel disappointed with myself but i also realised, actually there were nothing much that i could do too. i'm a reporter, i'm not an event organiser!
and i realised one thing on sunday. i care too much about how people feel. is this good or bad? i dont know. i just know that in this line i can't be too emotional, i cant always have my expectations set so high up..sometimes i'll just have to let it go. but this isn't me. i feel for people around me, i always want to give in the very best for everything that comes to me, i care about people emotions, i am way too much a perfectionist at times.
today, i asked quite a number of my interviewees: what are your strengths and weaknesses? if i myself were to answer this, i guess both my strength and weakness will be.... i care too much for people and i'm too people-oriented. it's not a bad thing to be sensitive towards people's feelings right.. but it's a bad thing when it comes to making decisions and the emo part of me will start to work on me and i get very affected by thinking of how the person will feel about it.. then i get very soft hearted. HAI. someone tell me is this good or bad?!?!?!?!
and this is the best reason why i can't be a reporter! i am aware of how people feel and i wont want to be mean to them and ask mean questions and hurtful stuffs. i just can't bring myself to do that. and also like i'd said before, if the interviewee is super nice, i dont want to ask harsh questions. i will feel so bad lah. HAI. HOW?!
