school. reflections.
school started.
honestly, i'm not in the mood yet.
i can't believe.. holidays are OVER!
didn't fulfil my wish of nua-ing at home for an entire week.
but well.. my holidays were fulfilling and fun lah :)
kinda excited for school, yet kinda dont want school to start.
it's gonna be my last semester in ngee ann.. it's VERY SAD.
i'll miss a lot people and i'll miss the place.
i spent half of the year MIA-ing due to attachment and i didn't have the time to know my fellow juniors from ambs well.. thank goodness there's RC5 and OH09. i'm so looking forward to them despite the fact that i know i'll have a super busy and crazy semester on top of these events.
SL camp made me realised, i really need to socialise. SOCIALISE AH, HUI MEI!
perhaps it's the tiredness, it must the tiredness.. i felt that i could have socialise more and get to know my SLs better.
i will do that during tribe meetings, i promise to myself.
call me an introvert. i actually am one. ssssshh.
that's kinda of random but i just felt like doing some self reflection. hahah.
i realised, after my attachment ended, i'm just very sian of meeting new people, be super uber nice and socialise. for the past 5 months, i've been doing that almost everyday until i feel so 'plastic' lah. but no worries, i'm still a genuine person! just that.. kinda sick of being so hyped up and act friendly to people whom i know are damn PR-ish and 'fake'. but i know, that's how life is. so just gotta deal with it. baaaaah.
IAP - i haven't got the time to blog about it (cause it's aloooot of things to blog about!) but there's this short sentence coming from the bottom of my heart:
i miss my IAP days, a lot.
human beings are weird, seriously. when i'm having IAP, i miss my school days. when IAP is over, i miss my IAP days.
well, it shows that i'm still a human being! wahahahha!
