the craziest night ever.
It's finally over.
All the stress and angst over the weekend is finally like gone. (Well, at least for now!)
First time in my poly life that i did a presentation in mandarin completely. I kinda can't believe it.... well, it's not really the first time lah, i did my Qingdao presentation in mandarin in front of the director last year, but that wasn't graded, so no stress!
I really wanna do well for preschi so i'm like going all out to achieve the best grades i can get. But doing a presentation in fluent mandarin is just so.. weird. Totally not used to it all! But it is also times like that i feel proud to be able to converse in mandarin quite fluently. Well, i'm a cheeeena piang anyway, and yes.. I AM PROUD OF BEING ONE! hahahaha.
i hope my group did well enough! never have i fought so hard to defend the ideas in a presentation. and i do know that some times my sentence structure doesn't make sense.. but well, just whack lah! I realised.. it's difficult to do a presentation in mandarin and i have to applaud all my classmates cause.. we did it!
Praying hard that the kinda last minute work will give me a decent grade! Super duper grateful to Jiaxi for helping us out in like the middle of the night.. i am really damn grateful. why must chengyao be overseas like now! if not i could just borrow his voice. baaah. i hate it when people promise something but pangseh in the end, i hate it when i'm urgent looking for you and you decided to just ignore all my calls and don't even bother to drop me a msg or something. i learnt my lesson for being last minute.
I think this was the craziest thing that ever happened so far in my poly life! cabbing down at like 12.30am to record a radio script. what to do, everybody is just too good in english but cmi for mandarin..and the only guy that could save my life is in like china... i have to be so thick-skin and ask whoever i can find online at that kind of time.. and i need a young guy who can speak mandarin! Blame me for not having brothers or cousins that stay near me. Sigh.
Really, 12th night and 13th midnight was the most panicky night that i had ever had. I feel so damn paiseh for my thick-skinness..and to trouble ppl at what a weird timing...but i need to save my grades.. and luckily...luckily..
i'm just so thankful and grateful...
好人会有好报的!
For the deepest bottom of our hearts,
JIA XI, THANK YOU! :)