Jordan left the world on Sunday morning. I was really shocked and depressed when i read the sms.

Since thurs, i've been very concerned over this. Constantly checking on my phone and emails for updates. He might not be a close friend of mine, but he is a close friend to many of my juniors and friends. I still remembered during REDCamp 4, i would always called him to check his time table, attendance and stuffs. He's a very polite and nice guy on the phone. That's how i get to know him. I still remember i wanted to allocate him into Ninjas (which was my tribe), but couldn't cause of his timetable. Little things that i rmbed. If he was put into ninjas, i really don't know how i would feel now. It would be worst i guess. I rmbed his name, for a stupid reason. Because he's called Jun Jie, and there's a Lin Jun Jie (the singer), and his christian name was Jordan. I rmbed saying, wah this guy's parents really like "J" alot. That's why his name rang a bell immediately when i got the email.

It was a day after Valentine's Day. Many couples were still in their post-vday sweetness. I woke up in the morning after 4 hours of sleep and immediately checked my phone. I just got a feeling that there's an sms waiting for me to check. And.. i got the msg from my junior saying that Jordan has left the world few hours ago. I held back my tears. (I was at my friend's place and it's so weird to cry). I wondered how his friends and family members are coping with this. I really hope they are taking it well.

I saw him 7 days ago, alive. And now you tell me, he's gone. I thought he'll be ok after a operation or something. I thought he'll wake up because all of us have been praying for him. I thought........ everything was so unexpected.

I have to admit that i got so depressed over this that i couldn't concentrate on my project well. This is just so depressing and sad. It's a life we're talking about here. Was discussing with my project mates that, even if i hated a person so much, i won't want the person to die....

I read someone's blog and this person wrote something like "JunJie is done with his mission that GOD has given him, and that's why he's left."

Maybe. that's true. He's created an impact in his friends' life and he'll always be remembered. His spirit will always stay.

Create an impact in people's life. Think of what you can do just to make someone happy, just to help someone. It really make a huge difference.

Jordan, rest in peace. I'll always remember you as the nice and polite guy whom i always bug on the phone. Thank you for helping out in RED Camp4 and coming down for mobbers. You did made a difference. You'll always be remembered. Your departure has indeed taught us a lot of things.

smiled at 12:42:00 am