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I know i should be doing IMC instead of blogging now. but i just can't help it.
too many emotions running inside me. i have no mood to care about IMC. at least for now.
i wonder how is jun jie doing now. i am still praying for a miracle to happen.
will this year be a good year? it seems like so many bad things are happening. my friend's friend got into a road accident and passed away last month. my schoolmate's grandma passed away last week. i just read on papers that two mediacorp artistes' dad passed away recently. yea, i know everyday someone dies, many people die. this is life. everyday has to leave the world somedays. but when i found out about one death after another death from people around me, i just cannot take it. death - is a scary word.
i am still very upset about junjie's case. he is just 18, he has a bright future ahead. i got depressed all over when i told my mum and sister about him. they said i shouldn't think so much. this is life.
yes, i don't know him personally...but the thing is.. i just saw him three days ago and i thought he's gonna be alright. but who knows.........i really pray hard for him. please, let him wake up. my friends are right. i care too much for people, sometimes to the extent of being overly-emotional. it's just in me, i cannot do anything to change myself.
i am really going to treasure my life and everyone around me, everything i have. i have learnt how important it is. from now onwards, i vowed to be the best person i can be.
this week has been a week of going deep-thoughts and self-reflection. Ms Zalina mentioned in class this week about giving acknowledgments and be thankful for everything you have. "Thank You" might be just two simple words, but it is with a heavy meaning. It is so easy to just say these two words, but when you say it, mean it. It really makes a lot of differences.
Treasure everyone around you, really. We always say this, but have we really put in our hearts & souls？ Do we really feel for the sentence? It is always when someone you know departs the world, then you'll really feel for the sentence. But after a while, you forget about the sentence right. I bet many of us are guilty of this. I am too.
It is valentines' day tomorrow. Take this opportunity to tell your loved ones how much you treasured them. I'm sure even an sms will brighten up your family members' or friends' day. Valentines' day is not only meant for couples, it is meant for anyone who have their loved ones. I am sure you have a few people whom you really love, don't you?
Happy Valentines' Day everyone. :)
