After a month of waiting, results are out. :)
I'm officially done with polytechnic, with mass comm! Just awaiting for graduation!
Very contented with my results. And surprised too, i would say. All my hard work and efforts paid off. Although i still think i should get a better grade for IMC. ARGH. I'm quite disappointed with myself to be honest. Whatever lah, cannot change anything already. :)
I always believed that if you want something badly and you really work hard and fight for it, you'll get it. Honestly, when i saw that AD, the rest of my results doesn't really matter much anymore. I was so so so so happy lah.
(I had to rub my eyes for a few times to make sure i didnt see wrongly. I'm not exaggerating! Cause i stayed over at sammie's house with xiangwei, aniszah and ben on thurs night. We're kinda like counting down for results. For the first time (& the last time too!) in my poly life, i stayed up to wait for results man! hahahaha. and I checked my results via npmail at like 6am. HAHAHA. )I wanted it, i fought hard for it, i got so angry and pissed at times when doing projects cause i just wanted the best, i had never been so thick skin before (oh, maybe yes. HAHA! and that module was taught by the same tutor somemore). And yes, i got it. It was the only one module that i really love & enjoyed this semester.
Actually after what my tutor said during the last lesson, i didn't care much about that AD anymore. Grades are just alphabets and numbers. What i really learnt and experienced are more important than anything else. Then again, this is how the world works.. how university admissions work.. you need grades.
I realised i tend to do better in supposedly tough semesters. With all the ambs stuffs i have this semester, i could still achieve this kind of grades, i'm really really thankful and super contented already. It's the best academic semester in my 3 years. If you know me, I've high expectations of myself.. i'm very harsh on myself. But this time round, despite the disappointment for IMC, I never did question myself if i could have done better and score better. Cause i know, i've given my very very best and i've achieved the target I set for myself at the start of the semester.
I guess for the past few weeks, 我看开了很多...I told myself that if i screwed up this semester, it doesn't mean the end of the world. There are still so many possibilities out there! I always believe that there's something that one is good at. Maybe just that you haven't discover that something. Life still goes on anyway! And..yes, i kinda believe in fate also.. BUT actually fate is in your own hands!
I am very thankful to my project mates..they have been super wonderful & great companions this sem. and nicolette tang! I'M SO PROUD OF YOU AND VERY HAPPY FOR YOU! :) and chloe too!
and my two awesome friends elaine & wendy since year 2. though we're not classmates for everything this semester, but you girls are always there to listen to my complains and giving constant encouragements and everything and once again, panic together for exams. HAHA.. xie xie ni men! <3
okaaay. sleeeeping time now. need to wake up very early later to go 扫墓.
oh xiangwei! have fun in hongkong!! :)
