happy start, unknown ending.
i was thinking... why people write blogs.
i guess for some, they just wanted to record their life down to serve as memories. for some, they blog for the sake of blogging, to show off their awesome life and check how popular they are. for some, they blog to keep their friends updated.
but what's exactly the real reason for blogging? I debated with myself for quite a long time, and i realised.. the real reason is perhaps because.. the blogger has no one to talk to, no one to share his/him feelings in that instant.. and has to retort to 'talking' to the computer. well, i don't deny i am one of them. there certainly are times when you can't find someone to talk about something that very moment...or rather you can't find the correct person to talk to...and ta-da you realised, your forever and ever best friend is always here. your blog!
so yes, here i am to ramble about something. just read from chengxi's blog that he won't be renewing his contract which ends this coming july. I still remembered vividly last year apr i had an interview with him on the day when he went back to the hill to discuss about his contract.. and he was so bubbly and nice. Been a year.. and of course things will change as time progress. I've always envisioned one day when I really become a journalist, i'll meet chengxi on a press conference and he'd be like the leading actor for the show... that would certainly be a heartwarming feeling i guess! Well, maybe the day will really come! nobody knows :) anyway, it'll be such a pity not to see him on screen (at least for now!) cause i can't go around showing off to people that "hey! chengxi acted damn well right! I know him leh! so proud of him!" HAHAHAHA. (but really. that isn't the reason. from a journalist POV, we like meeting
real & easygoing celebs. you know. i know.)
suddenly a tinge of sadness fall upon me. do i unknowingly bring back luck to people? or maybe.. cchms is a curse or something? =/ look at jones. (hmmm. jiaxi too?) now chengxi. i know is totally no link lah, but you know.. i think a lot one. eh, if you wanna become famous someday, please don't befriend me k! hahaha. ok, console myself.. at least i know one ex-singer and ex-actor! lol. but i'm very sure one day these two dudes will be back to where they're supposed to be :)
I quote from The Alchemist:
"When you want something, all the universe conspires in helping you to achieve it. "it might....be a happy ending afterall. :)
