i know i shouldn't be affected. though actually i'm quite affected, but i've gotten over it.
cause it's funny enough to be a part of my memory, so i'm writing this down. but it's kinda emo also though!
a friend got quite upset about some stuffs that he wasn't aware of until today.. i totally understood how he felt, cause i've gone through this kind of things before... it's never easy to be a leader or an overall incharge..i hope i managed to enlighten him a little.. and i think i did, cause he said he's gotten over it. perhaps because we're same horoscope, i know where he's coming from & it's easier to understand. surprisingly, we chatted for quite long, long enough that i know he's quite affected and sense that he's really upset. i know although he said he's gotten over it, but part of him will still be thinking about this.. this is just what libra-ians are like.. we always think a little bit too much. i need to think of something to make sure that i really convince him that he shouldn't blame himself!
okay, so here comes the funny part! after consoling him, it's my turn to get upset. haha! like seriously leh, of all times. i'm kinda affected by what i heard, but then again, it might not be true. okay, it could be true at that point in time, but maybe it's not true now... so why should i get so affected right... but i just feel upset hearing those things, although i don't know at which point in time were the words being said. if it's before, yes then totally not affected, but if it's just recently, i'll be damn disappointed. i just don't like the idea of people being untruthful or say things that doesn't come from their hearts. if you're not sincere, then don't say! that's the thing that's annoying me. then again, i learnt from grp 5 - TRUST. so i should trust who i believe to trust. even if it's true, i can't change a person's heart what right. just one friend down on my list of friends only mah. haha. i'm quite affected by this also; and the best thing is, we're both affected by the same general thingy.
didn't let him know, cause i dont wanna add somemore burden already.. anyway, like him, i've gotten over it... (= way to go man, libra-ians! :D
