december.
back! (:
[really back in a sense, cause came back from HK this week]
into the 3rd week of holidays! damn fast =/
so yea.. i went to macau & hongkong with family, cousins and aunty! dad's company's retreat kinda thing. (: not bad. but i still prefer taiwan! haha. just don't like the way hongkong tour guides are like so...市侩！and that 女人街's shop seller that cheated me! ARGH!!
macau's tour guide was damn nice thou! reminded me of my qingdao tour guide! heh.
on the whole, the trip wasn't that bad lah. still enjoyed it~ cause it was a family trip and my two younger cousins came along. fun! :D disneyland was the best man!! the fireworks are... O_O! damn damn awesome!!
the trip came at the right time. i really needed a break from everything. and it's time to relax after mugging so hard for a month! kinda wished that the trip was longer, so i can fully recharge myself.. anyone wants a short getaway to msia? i still feel like getting out of singapore for awhile. haha. cause this trip was like damn packed in a sense.. go with tour group.. so everything packed packed packed, didn't really like nuaaa and chill completely. haha.
many things happened this december! (:
firstly... and most importantly!! jones sang a theme song for chn U's telemovie. showing this sunday 9.30pm, catch it k! (at least hear the song. haha!) am damn glad. cause it's like FINALLY. the song is being broadcasted on 933 quite frequently, but i still haven't manage to hear it! not fated ahhhh. :( but heard part of it on a blog.. damn nice, as always! (:
i was really feeling damn happy for him when i knew he's in the midst of preparing his 2nd album! super excited to hear his new songs! it's been four years..going to five soon! i think it's gonna be weird that if he's gonna have an autograph session and i go queue to get his signature. HAHAHA. but i'll still do it anyway! fangirl number 1! lol.
can i make a pre-xmas wish/new year wish now? i wanna interview him again when he releases his 2nd album! (thou i also think it's gonna be kinda weird also! but
professionalism!) someone, grant my wish please!!
anticipating the day to come and i know the day is coming quite sooooon. wooohoo. after waiting for sooooo loooooooooong... but after so many years, i'll still support him all the way! :D it's very heartening to see that there are still fans around the world waiting for him to 'reappear' again. everytime i randomly come across their blogs and posts, just can't help but to comment and share with them his updates and the happy news. 希望我小小的举动，可以帮到他。 加油咯，翁骏维 :P
after the happiness, comes some emo reflections.. okay lah.. not emo emo per se, but have been thinking quite alot these few days and especially today. i don't want to think that you're hinting and implying some thing, but somehow, i knew you are. if that's the case in the first place, why did you even make this decision? i don't like the feeling of i'm a "die die no choice" option.
it wasn't my choice in the first place. i should have just be firm. sometimes, i asked myself. why am i doing this? am i happy? i don't know and i don't want to know also. maybe it was a wrong decision from the start. but whatever it is, i live up to what jones said before: "there's no regrets in my dictionary. once i've decided, the only path is to go forward, and there's no turning back."
just wanted a place to pour out all my accumulated feelings. wait till the day i cannot take it anymore, don't blame me if i say anything nasty. ask yourself, what have you done? talk, yes. action? no. and don't always take me as an excuse and as if everything is my fault and i'm supposed to answer for it. and you said you don't doubt me, but are you sure you're not doubting me? if so, why did you keep saying those things? seriously, sometimes i think there's a need for you brush up your communication skills.
don't worry about me though, i'm good at enduring all sorts of nonsense. i'm good at it. (: super. but really, i don't think you want to try me. everyone has different ways of doing things, doesn't mean this is your style, and then i have to follow. accomodate, understand? (: i'll finish this for sure, i won't give up halfway. i live up to my principles. think positive. yes. just that my smile won't be that genuine anymore. i'll do for the sake of doing. and that's it. complete my task and go! :D
okay enough of making my blood pressure high. (:
back to happier things! currently working for cirque on ice for SIS. interesting event! the performers are damn cool! but sometimes, feel quite worried for them cause if there's a mistake, it may cause a huge injury. heard that some of the skaters performed for DOI this year also! DOI.. memories man..memories.. (:
starting to feel the belonging to SIS from the start of the year..like after 2 years.. i like going to work, makes my happy weirdly. guess it was because of DOI and AVIVA. those seasonal events.. and now.. cirque on ice, another seasonal event. people there are generally nice and friendly and fun! as long as i can help, i'll go down and help. money is not the issue, happiness and enjoyment are (:
alrighty, i guess it's been a long post! need to catch some sleep. 8 hours of cirque of ice tmr!
misses my polymates and ark budds.. meet up sooooon! <3
