when passion turns into chore..
a new year; a new start.
but it's kinda difficult to sustain the passion that was once burning in me.. the over bursting of enthusiasm that i once had. i don't know why. everything seems to become a chore now.
i know i'm changing. but what has caused the change? the environment? i don't know. perhaps, i guess. i read somewhere that people behave differently in different environments. very true indeed. i know i'm not myself; but somehow, i just have to behave like that cause being my true self will cause me more suffering. just let it be this way; i don't feel comfortable, but at least i'm not letting my true self get hurt.
it takes two hands to clap, i know. since you wanna hear the clap, i might as well help you right. i'm cooperative, as always. haha.
mark says that this is life.. when passion turns into chore and we still gotta do it.
i guess it's really up to us to choose. but this time round, i know i still have to continue doing it despite how crappy it would get. cause i'm hui mei, i don't give up things half way! (:
okay, look on the brighter side.. wednesday is coming!! :D
oh..and today is a special day for a special someone. if you know, you know. heh!
