overwhelmed.
having a roller coaster ride of emotions.
many things have indeed changed... and i think i've grown up too fast over the past few months. good and bad.
yesterday night was meet up with my ark buds. went to this nice restaurant at ION called canton 1. uncle loy's recommendation. the food was tasty! (: and the time spent with them is loved. next fri, outing again! woohoo.
it was refresher course at SIS today then to weiting's 21st birthday party.
i really felt super happy to be back at SIS. haven't been there for almost one month. it's like i'm missing something! i really can't wait to work (hopefully this coming sat!).. i think i'm weird, but i really enjoyed working there and it's the sense of statisfication and happiness i get whenever i'm there.. nice and fun people!! (: now i've got kheng, zy and dejun in somemore. it's like woohoo. but okay, i'm also kinda worried now in a sense that.. i cannot abandon them, but at the same time.. i wanna spend time with the friends i made there as well. =/ anyway, refresher was good today. i just felt really really happy there.. perhaps SIS has this special oxygen called happiness filling up the place. hahaha. i'm just very very me there, no pretense, no stress, i can just be myself there. (:
it was a little weird at weiting's party.. cause.. it's like majority of the people i don't know! haha. but it's really great catching up with zaylene, chuming & angel. (: and of course a very very little short catch up with weiting cause the bday princess was busy changing her pretty outfits and enjoying herself (: don't get me wrong, i'm happy that she's enjoying herself, and totally alright to be like "left alone". it's her party of course she needs to enjoy it! (: makes me wonder how would my 21st be like. hmmmm.
i miss 戏剧 days. we got together because of drama.. and i can feel that our passion for drama is still very very strong though we might not be doing drama now. thou we haven't seen each other for like almost more than 2 years, but there wasn't any awkwardness.. it's really friends like that that you know they'll be there for life time. (: i've promised that i'll really really make time to attend the outings in the future! 中正戏剧精神长存! <3 you all! weiting, i hope you had a greeeeaaaaat night!! and really thanks for the invite! i'm super touch that i'm not forgetten. heehee.
it's really a day with many emotions.. i was on the way home and doing some reflecting on the train...and i realised i'm so overwhelmed with many different emotions. & surprisingly, i'm aware of them and dealing with them well. social work training is working!! ahhah, yes! my drama khakis were damn surprised when i told them i'm majoring in social work now. hahaha. okay, i've changed the wrong perceptions of socialwork in few more people's mind! woo.
i'm seriously killing myself. test is in 2 days time and i feel no sense of motivation to study. sigh! =/ and it's freaking 12 chapters. gosh. i'm damn sad i can't work tomorrow and on tuesday for SIS lah. sian. cause need to mug, and tues i end school at 6pm. hai. okay. i'll attempt to go study now while i upload the photos taken today!
yes, did i tell you.. i'm super into my 16:9 photo taking now. hahahaha. i need to save up to get a DSLR.
